Sunday, November 27, 2005

wow, blog time! haha. well, i'd just blog about what's going to happen next week, hahaha! coz there's nothing else to blog about...

next week would be the girls at the center week. we'd be having lots of activities during the whole week except on monday [tomorrow] since it's a no class day. the activities include the fair! hmm, high school fair is not really that exciting, students just love taking a break from all the stress. i'm still not sure if i would be able to spend time with my original barakada..i don't even know what their booths are, haha! i don't get to see them often, you know. im always with seveneleven or with my other classmates. anyway, i hope i could be with them all during the fair.

wow, this is boring. i'll blog again after the fair...

lena
scribbled @ 7:02 AM

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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

firewoman
barbie's cradle

The moon's gone down
I know you're still awake
This heart I've found
I didn't intend to break

Cause I've seen the world from down there
And it wasn't a pretty sight
Now the circle is turning
Are you armed for the fight

chorus
I wanna be a firewoman
I'll water down your desire
Cause I know this love is a killer
I wanna put out your fire

Apology is futility
Now destiny is not a friend
not a friend

Cause I've seen the world from down there
And it wasn't a pretty sight
Now the circle is turning
Are you gonna be alright

repeat chorus

Did you come for danger
You gave me love for pain
Now you're much more than a stranger
I wanna give you love
But all I have is rain

repeat chorus

I'm gonna put it out, put it out
I'm gonna be a firewoman

**got addicted to this song for some unknown reason, hahaha! but i'm not sure if want this to be my song. hehehe. anyway, we got our cards today. second honor ako! yay!

lena
scribbled @ 7:01 PM

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Saturday, November 12, 2005

im here


head resting on your hand
lips curved into a sad smile
your eyes beautifully glistening
as you cry

wipe the tears off your face,
lean your head on my shoulder
and let me hold your hand

i want to be there for yous
o i can ease all the pain.
i want to hold you forever
to get you through the rain.

but no matter what i do
you still don't understand

im doing all this for you

wishing that one day you'd realize
just how much i love you.

lena
scribbled @ 4:50 PM

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005

wow, it's been almost a month since i last updated. haha, days have really been busy you know. lotsa things happened already, and don't worry, i won't write about everything that happened. coz if i'd do that, i'll end up typing the whole day=P let's talk about this sembreak.

hmm, at first i thought that i wouldn't be doing anything the whole week, but then again, i found out that we're going to have trainings this week. this cancelled out two days [nov. 3&4] of boredom. and then, it's my dad's birthday on the 6th, and we're celebrating it on saturday [nov. 5] lastly, i have a game on sunday. with this schedule, i'm sure i wouldn't be stuck at home with nothing to do. bad thing is that i'd be tired the whole week, when it was supposed to be a break for me. hahaha! but that's alright, i'm used to days without rest anyway.

hmm, this entry is too short.......so i'll tell you about my trick or treat-ing!! hahaha!

that's the best part of the week! i went trick or treat-ing with my teammates [huwey, dani, ange and grace] last monday at lgv. we really had fun walking around in our costumes, droping by every house to get candies. hahaha! there's one who, instead of candies, gave away free ice cream! woohoo! some also gave away cotton candy. anyway, i had to go at around five in the afternoon. so i did. i went to karole's house and did some more trick or treat-ing! haha! the funny thing while trick or treat-ing is that everyone else who are doing it are kids. as in little kids! but i think it's a lot more fun if you're a little bit older. those kids don't know what they're doing yet, hahaha! and it's a great hassle for the parents or their yaya,.but oh well..anyway, i had dinner at karole's house and i met some of her cousins [one of them is named theo! hihi, such a cutie little kid=P] we watched my sassy girl, but i didn't finish the movie coz i had to go home at eight. i arrived home at around 8:45 pm [my mom automatically asked about the candies! haha, feelin like a kid huh?]

there you go, i'm tired of typing. hahaha! bye!!

lena
scribbled @ 7:41 AM

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Thursday, October 06, 2005

today is such a weird day. i'm not sad or something, but i'm most certainly not happy. i dunno, maybe i'm just confused? or something. nah, nevermind that.

hmm, actually, nothing exciting happened to me today, i just want to update because i know for sure that i wouldn't have the opportunity to blog this weekend due to the exams next week. i'm looking for a new layout right now. i don't like my current layout anymore. haha, it's boring me to death already. but i still think it's neat and simple and, somehow, it's still "me". i dunno, i just want to change it. i've had this layout since summer, i think. hehe=P

anyway, gotta go now. bye.

lena
scribbled @ 7:53 PM

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Sunday, October 02, 2005

two days i won't forget.

yesterday, i had this "catching up" chat with jowee! haha, i missed her a lot actually. i was used to talking and sharing lots of things with her, but lately we haven't been in touch with each other. although we're batchmates and we're on the same floor in the hs building, we don't see each other that often. and even if we do see each other, we'd have only a few seconds to say hi. there's so many things to talk about! i'm so glad we're still comfortable talking with each other. it's what i've always wanted. that after everything, we'd still be okay with each other and that there would be no gap between our friendship. or if there would be, the gap would be so little that we'd eventually forget about it. haha!=P she's a special person, and i'm glad i met her. and i'm twice as glad that we're still friends! hahaha!=P

hey, jowee, if you're reading this, wala lang! wag ka makulit ah, at wag mo ko ipapahamak!!! wahahaha!!=P

the highlight:

it was something that was planned before, and got cancelled. but then again, i really wanted to go. so i did. i'm talking about yaw sayaw here. at first, mayet, dane and i were supposed to go together but they had some editting to do today for our filipino project so everything was cancelled. and then, i asked katti and patti if they could accompany me and they said yes! i was actually a little shy at first because i knew that they would be staying with the rest of the pep squad. anyway, i went to the mall early because i had to look for a pair of basketball shoes [my old one's retiring already=P]. and then, as i was walking, i saw kitin, audrey and maica [did i spell it right??] haha, so i decided to join them. we went to the food court to eat something and also to look for katti and patti. after that, we found out that the venue of the competiton was moved from the center stage to cinema 5. so we went there and saw the long line of people waiting in front of the cinema. and then we saw other mc people, and fortunately, they were my teammates; dea, dani, zandra and guiang! haha! thanks to you guys, we didn't have to wait long to get inside=P we settled down in our seats [i was with the pep squad=)] we waited for about half an hour for the program to start. good thing, mc was second to perform. the dance was really awesome. i've seen them dance a thousand times since we had same training schedules, but the actual performance was very different. it was almost breathtaking. and i'm saying almost here because there's more. there's a dance showdown after all the participants of both divisions have performed. they got the top six of each division and paired them up.mc was part of the second pair and therefore they would be second to perform. i wasn't really expecting to see something good, since the first pair was like "huh..?" but then again, i was dumbfounded. their performance was astounding. everything in their showdown was in order. not just the mc, but also the school they were paired up with. they had a clean and smooth-flowing showdown. kitin told me that the judges clapped lots of times for the mc pep squad. anyway, after that, they announced the winners! we were all nervous and also excited at the same time. we listened hard as they announced the runner ups. i was praying silently the whole time!!! i forgot the name of the two other schools who got into the finals but the 2nd runner up got 71% and the 1st runner up got 77% [which was supposed to be 82% but they did something that lost them the 5% of their score...] and MC won the first place!!!! they did it!!! champions!!! woohoo!! you guys rock!!!! when we heard it, we were all shouting and jumping and hugging each other!guess what their score is? haha, 93%!!! woohoo!!! some of us went down to the stage. and then we followed them when the emcee invited the mc pep to perform again since they were champions. we were all cheering and jumping and taking pictures. after that, we went inside the backstage[?] to greet the squad=P and then they were called on stage again for some more pictures, and they let us join them. so we did! haha! it was really fun=P i stayed with bernice and jeh for a while after the whole thing. and then i went out to meet my mom and my younger siblings somewhere.

another thing that made this day perfect was that my dearest mother bought me a new pair of basketball shoes! i know i asked her about it already before, but i never pressured her to buy me one. but today she offered to buy me shoes!! and i immediately grabbed the opportunity! we also did some shopping for my siblings [we all bought shoes by the way=)] and then we went to national bookstore (more shopping!!!) and then we headed home.

whoo, tiring day, but definitely worth it!=P

*shoutouts*

pep squad: congrats again! you guys are the best!=)

katti, kitin, maica and audrey: thanks for accompanying me during the competition!=)

dea, dani, zandra and guiang: thanks guys! i owe you one=P

bernice: that's okay, i'm not mad or anything=) i'll give you the code [if i could find it, haha!] you rock! i'm so proud of you!=P

crissy, pat lim and missy: woohoo! i'm so proud of you guys, too!!! go green bacth! hahaha!=P

rashmi: libre ko?? haha, galing mo kanina!!! kaw din pala, proud din ako sayo!

jeh: galing mo! kanina lang kita nakita sumayaw eh, i mean, yung sayaw talaga, hahaha!

***GO MC!!! ***

lena
scribbled @ 12:28 AM

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

woohoo, blog time! we have a new keyboard!!! i can now put exclamation points on my entries, hahaha!

i really hate english. i was so close to liking it already but then again, all the heavy reading assignments stopped me from doing so. i have already assumed that this year would be the hardest of all, and i tried preparing myself for that. but i guess it just wasn't enough. i'm trying my best to balance my studies with basketball, and i think i'm doing better that the others in terms of balancing things..but it doesn't seem to be working. grrr..this is not supposed to be happening to me! waaahh!!!

oh well...i can do this!=P

there are a lot of people i'd like to thank for being there for me and for relieving me of my stress..i wouldn't mention any names here but if you're reading this, maybe you're one of them. nobody else bothers to read my blog anyway, hahaha! so there, thanks a lot. it's good to know that i still have true friends with me that i could count on.

my current favorite song [well, aside from my latest lss which is burn...]

crash and burn
savage garden

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold

When darkness is upon your door
and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head

When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

(chorus X4...until fade)

lena
scribbled @ 9:53 PM

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